Another Christmas without you

This Christmas I want my Mama to know. I miss you. I miss your voice. I miss your laughter. I miss how much you loved Christmas. I miss how much you loved me. I miss you so much.

I Miss My Mama

It has been five Christmas so far without you and it has never remained the same ever since you left. I wish I didn’t lose you to the cold hands of death, but I believe God knows the best and I guess he misses you more than we do.

The only Christmas present I have always wanted is to see you smile, your laughter, voice, everything about you.

I miss the times we spent together for Christmas; I have always been the only one to help out and decorate the house as daddy and the boys called it childish.

We could have been busy writing down gifts to get for everyone in the house to Christmas; we made plans on how to spend our Christmas Eve and it’s always fun with you.

You made me always look forward to Christmas as that’s the only time we spend together alone.

I can remember our last Christmas together, and I never knew it could be the last. If only I knew u could never have agreed to leave your side.

Christmas feels so empty without you and I can’t but imagine how it could have been with you. My life never remained the same after you left; you were my best friend, mother, and everything I could ever ask God for.

I hope you can see this message and just so you know that I miss you so much, I miss your voice, I miss your laughter, I miss how you loved Christmas and I miss how much you loved and took care of me.